Hey,

Sorry to hear you are having a tough time. I can't really help, but wanted to post a reply anyway.

I think though, that anger is not all bad, all of the time. I think there is such a thing as good anger, which actually achieves good, productive results - the kind of anger that is a response to some kind of injustice and gets us fired up to do something about the injustice and work towards change. That kind of anger - well-controlled - has a great purpose in our lives - if we were just apathetic about everything, we would never be motivated to work towards changing something for the better.

I also think anger handled correctly is not necessarily bad... I think it is important to handle it correctly. I read a book once called "The Other Side of Love" by Gary Chapman which is about handling anger correctly and using it for good and not bad.

The other thing is, I find it really rude that when you apologised the person didn't want to accept it!! That's really not on! You did a really loving thing to apologise, a really brave thing as well, because often it is very hard to apologise. I think it is really rude that it wasn't accepted.

Maybe it is the pill causing you to get more upset more easily?? I was VERY emotional on the pill, although I was only on it for a total of 29 days.

Hope this helps in some way...
Sending you some ((hugs)),
Love,
Michelle