Hey,

Well I don’t like wallowing in my own sorrow (especially given that allot of people in bb are allot worse off than me) but everyone now and then I believe has to let themselves off the hook…so here I am letting myself off the hook for a while.

I find that very amusing when people say (who are most often are preg & fell within the first 1 or 2 months of trying) just relax...have a holiday...we only just went to Perth about 2 months ago...it was the most romantic and relaxed holiday EVER, it fell exactly on the time that I was ov and did absolutely nothing. Perhaps the best thing to do would be to start planning a holiday once it actually happens...I think I will definately need it by then!!!

My FS said to try and do it twice a week normally and then around ov time do it twice a day for two days. That can get awfully exhausting and no good has come of it as yet. Anyway Brian & I have decided not to do it as much as usual around that time (ie only once a day instead of twice) so then when result time comes around we won't have my hopes up as high. If it's going to happen it will happen.

Anyway, feel much much better now that I have heard from you!!! We'll get through this...just have to expect a few ups and downs along the way!!! I will really be thinking of you over the next couple of days honey

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