Thank you Reags, Clare, Sonya smudgh and everyone else who dream of holding their own baby. Love to you all.

Reags- I sound strong but I have cried, cried, cried and cried for all my losses and I am fearful for the future. I have always wondered why I never fell pregnant as I have been with my husband since I was 25 and he 23. My doctor thinks I have limited ovarian function and that is why with every IVF attempt I produce very little eggs.

Can everyone tell me which clinic they use and their Dr? I would interested to hear how your IVF progresses, like the amount of FSH they use, how many eggs they retrieve, how many go to blastocyst stage, etc.

I am still hopeful and I still pray everyday for a miracle.

Love to you all.