So long story short lots of TTC, lots of M/C's, etc etc etc. So I'm at a point where we need to have things looked at, the GP agrees, said he wanted me to have an x ray for another problem first then we would talk about FS.

well....that was two months ago and I still haven't made myself an appointment!

I'm scared of finding out something IS wrong...I would kinda rather not know and go on like we are...I don't know how to explain it properly or if it even makes sense I'm sure any normal person would want all the answers!

I'm frustrated its not happening but I'm totally crapping my pants at the thought of knowing something is wrong.

Sorry just venting to keep my sanity!