I know it's scary, but the unknown is generally more frightening than the known.
I don't mean for this to sound harsh or uncaring, but I think, at this point, you already know that something isn't right
The next step is yours and if you're not ready, that's fair enough. We'll be here when you do seek answers though.
Good luck with everything
Beautifully said!

I was where you were about 7 months ago hun. What pushed me over that point was the thought that maybe all the m/c's I was having could be prevented, and possibly very easily, and that I couldn't bare the thought of losing any more babies for fear of the unknown. Like marcellus said, we'll all be here when you're ready