Thanks Beata and Nae Nae, Im pretty devestated but doing ok too. I kind of new from the start that things werent good so hopefully next time things will run smoothly from the start.
DH has been great and although he's upset we've been discussing a holiday and trying to be as positive as possible.

Nae ~ Im sure our lil angel will have joined his/her aunty Maggs up in heaven and they'll both be looking out for us, thanks hun. I dont need many words either I know you care and you know what its like too. You guys give me so much hope now that you have your little darling. xoxo Luv ya