Well, I've been trying to conceive for 3 years now. After my first year I was diagnosed with Endometerosis and had surgery to remove it. I then tried 2 IVF cycles that failed. The doctor discovered that my ovaries aren't producing good eggs, only bad ones that won't produce children. Doctor said I can only conceive through Egg Doner IVF. So, I began to work extra hours to save up some money for the proceedure. Then last Tuesday I had my 2nd surgery to remove more Endometerosis, and 2 cysts, one on an ovary and the other on a fallopean tube. They found Adenomyosis and said I need a hysterectomy after I'm done bearing children. I have pain EVERY DAY like bad period cramps and I have been unable to have sex since June, 07. I have an ulcer so I cannot take anti-inflamatories to relieve the pain. Then the surgeon said I can still conceive children through Egg Doner IVF while having Adenomyosis, but wouldn't tell me any particulars on how because we were on the phone the day after the surgery. I have an appointment to discuss my options with him but its not for another 2 weeks and I cannot sleep a wink. I am wondering if anyone has any advice for me whatsoever?? What am I to do?? Is there hope for me at all?? I want a child so badly its killing me inside and the info on the web makes my head spin.

Any advice??

Susan