Hello and welcome to BB.
I am so sorry for your loss. You take all teh time you need to grieve for you dear little Angel.

Going down the IVF road feels scary. But once you start you will be fine. If I can do then anyone can! And if you decide to do it, then we will all be here with you to cyber hold you hand ok!
I am hoping you get that BFP very soon. Never give up hope !