Hey Smithy, that is just awesome and I agree - bring it on!! Get over xmas and lets get to it! Let's make some embies and hopefully bubbies.... I think there is me, slyder (I think - not sure), Rara and yourself all going in Feb - Hooray!!! It will be great to be able to share our journeys' - good or bad...

Rara, thanks for your advice I took it! cleaned the house, vent etc had phantom of the opera up nice and loud (I teach dance and musical theatre is my passion!!)
I am feeling a bit better, but must be truthful and say that I am still a bit wound up for some reason. Poor DH is copping the lot!!! I really am trying to be myself but am struggling a bit. I think because I am normally such a chirpy person it is really noticable when I am feeling down. Also the late nights are doing my head in a bit at the moment - only because I have been getting broken sleep otherwise I am normally fine with the night shift.

Anyway enough about that - do you guys have any exciting news??

I am loving BB, thanks for chatting

Rach xxx

PS also sorry for excessive use of smilie thingys I just them!