You poor thing D....I know exactly how you feel. It is so unfair isn't it?

I feel like crying too for you D

As you said maybe you do just need a month off and to start seeing another spec. If he is not trying to do what you have asked maybe it is time.

I'm a little frustrated at my spec at the moment too as she said that as I wasn't an "urgent" case I can't get in to see her any earlier than at the end of next month so that means that we are going to waste yet another month trying "naturally". I tried to also get her to write up a script yesterday for some medication for Brian to at least assist with his performance issues (as it would make it a hell of allot less stressful for both of us at that time) and she wouldn't prescribe them! She said that it is her "policy" and she would rather him get off on staring at strange naked women in magazines....strange thinking if you ask me....

I don't know whether you work or not but perhaps take a day off and indulge yourself in some pampering or something like that....God knows you deserve it!

Take care of yourself...