Nikki please do feel free to PM me hun. My life is a open book here on BB, so nothing is too personal, and I do truly want to make it as easy for you as possible. It was actually beautiful rufalina that asked me to pop into this thread to see if I could help (I can be a bit oblivious sometimes when I get busy at work), so please know you have many people who care about you and want you to get the answers you're seeking.