yeah, that's exactly how i felt by the time we got to visit our FS - we've been through all this other stuff, we know where we're at, tell me what to do and i'm there. i had a delay from my FS appointment to starting the synarel of nearly 6 weeks because of christmas - that was really hard to deal with!! the visit after i'd started the synarel was the only one so far that i've felt anxious - i'm guessing the next one with the clinic will be a bit different as i'm concerned about not responding, so i just want to get the scan out of the way!!

twinges from before have gone again! but at least i've felt SOMETHING!!! maybe my body has just become so used to feeling pain that it's decided to block the pain messages reaching my brain (either that, or i've felt such nasty things lately, that i'm feeling it and managing to ignore it completely!!)