Thanks for your encouragement again girls but I'm really feeling sad today. I did another test with the Pregnosis at 4am this morning - and again EXTREMELY faint second line like almost none!
So, this afternoon I bought a Crystal Clear test and did the test after work and it's a BFN. I've really lost all hope in getting a BFP. My husband keeps telling me there's still a chance but really, if I was pregnant, surely it would have shown up in the Crystal Clear test today??
BT not til Monday, god knows how I'll manage to distract myself this weekend.
Best wishes for all of you wherever you are at in your cycles. Sorry for no personals, just feeling sorry for myself..! SORRY!!
Thank you all for your best wishes. DH and I are still in shock, going for my second blood today to make sure it's rising quick enough. Just on edge a little now hoping it all goes right.
K78- Try not to lose hope. My HPT didn't show a BFP until the day before my scheduled BT. And that was using crystal clear. There is still hope! Also- I'm sure I read on this forum about a girl who did a HPT the morning of her BT and it was a BFP but when she got her bloods back it was positive with good numbers!! I know it's hard, probably the longest two weeks of my life! Hang in there!
KitKat72- Yeah, this was our first cycle. My fingers are crossed already for the 13th!!! It sounds like you have a couple of strong embies there! I hope they're sticky as well!!!!
Leabie- Fingers crossed for Wednesday as well!!! And hoping the OHSS stays well away!!
Sorry for only a couple of personals, I am praying for everyone on this forum that they have great results!
Just a quick update from me. I went for my suppression check this morning and was surprised to be told to start the FSH straight away. The new FS has switched me to gonal-f, which I'd never used before, so I actually did my first injection right there in the office before I'd even had my blood taken. FX the b/w is okay... If all is good I continue jabbing and sniffing and go for my first monitoring on Friday.
K78, hold in there hun, there is still a chance X Take a few deep breaths, you are almost at the end X I understand how excruciating this TWW is, and I know I will be going just as crazy, but I know of so many girls that didn't get a pos HPT until day of, or after their BT.
Jiniper well done! Bloods will be fine I know it, so happy jabbing, I will join you tomorrow X
Leabie, Oh hun I hope you are feeling ok now, fingers crossed for Wednesday XX
GlennyC well done, congratulations!! Hope you have a healthy pregnancy X
Chekigal, I had 5000iu Pregnyl in March and was still in my system 9 days later, I tested on day 10 it was out of my system. Trust me, don't go the POAS!!!! Every time I have been on pregnyl, I get all excited over my fake BFP's, plays with the mind to much!X Hang in there X
Trueblue HappyBirthday to you and DH for the weekend XX Enjoy the new bed!
Wishingbaby congrats on a great number X Hope you are resting up now, and drinking plenty of water XX Take care XX
KitKat, I pray that you have a quick and relaxing TWW. And a successfull one ! X
Loops honey, hope you are doing ok XX You have been through a lot XX
Mum2be, best wishes for your upcomming FET
Sorry to miss anyone, will catch up to you all soon enough.
I am day 1 cycle today, so start jabbing 225iu puregon tomorrow night.
Last time I was on 150iu, so I am praying I don't get OHSS.
So another journey begins! Excited and so nervouse.
KitKat - Welcome to the TWW - hope you are going well.
Loops - hope you are doing ok hon - big hugs!
Mum2be - all the best for your upcomming FET
Murraycod - back on it - FX and GL - hope OHSS stays away
K78 - I understand exactly what you are going through. There is still hope though hon. I think that you are like me in that it will be easier to deal with a BFN if we start letting go of the hope now.... sending you big hugs. I know how hard this journey is .... the questions and hopes, the torment and pain and I just wish I could find the magic solution... it feels we go through so much and put ALL of ourselves into this journey - so for it to fail - it doesn't seem fair!
AFM - I am letting go of this dream - even though the final result isn't here - and trying to gain back control of my life again....everything seems to go on hold during IVF including my biggest passion - scuba diving - which will be the first thing I get back into should this not turn out as hoped.
If I get a BFP I think I will keel over - I feel that my chances are so very slim.
The fact that AF has not arrived feels like nothing more than torment at the moment...
Glenny C - after your post I read a little bit more about HPT and have enabled myself to hope just a little bit more that I have tested too early.
I completely stuffed up my timing and thought I was much further along than I am
What I don't get is that I am on 1500iu of pregnyl every three days after et and yet the HPT are giving a negative - anyone able to shed any light on this? I have had three lots since ET!!
All the research says to wait about 10 days after pregnyl shot for it to be cleared from your system and not give a false positive.... but I am getting negatives - even on the day of a pregnyl shot???!!!!
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