Oh, WW, I'm so sorry to hear that! We had a mm/c after DD (just before her 1st birthday) and it was like someone ripped the world out from under my feet - everything had been perfect up to that point and we were completely blindsided... It took me a long time to work through all the grief (plus we lost my FIL a few months later, which made it even harder). Honestly, it wasn't until I passed the anniversary of the d&c (ie 12 months later) that I started to feel more normal again. Please know you're not alone and there are those of us here who have been through the same. And you're always welcome to send me a PM if you want someone to talk to. xx