Stupid chem pregs!! It's like a fake golden carrot being dangled infront of you on a string that's ripped away just as you touch it!!
Phooey poohey bumsticks!
All this ltttc ends the same way even if I do get that golden bfp.
It just sucks. I strongly suspect I had a very early chem pg last week too - had a lot of pg symptoms at 9dpo (including symptoms I don't normally get) and AF was a day late. My acu last night even agreed it seemed likely. But I never got a definite +HPT to confirm it (just a faint shadow at 10dpo, which was inconclusive), so no way of knowing...

ps. I'm fine, just letting you know you're not alone in this. xx