Hi Mel. well first of all I really hope this is the one for you. It sounds like it is and that is awesome.

Thanks for your nice words too.

I know what you mean about the BD (I have no idea what BD/DTD stands for so I hope I got the right abbrev.) although I thought you could during the TWW? I think the crinone is the main issue for DW understandably.

We're both a bit over the whole thing at the moment (the TWW). She has no symptoms at all today (incl. not being tired which is weird as she's still on the crinone) and I think she's leaning more towards believing she's not preg. I'm a bit down about it all too and sick of not knowing. I can handle anything that is thrown at me and am great in a crisis, but am crap at waiting and not knowing stuff. It's a real weakness. It must be manifesting itself in other ways because I've been having a major cow at work today about something which is so trivial and political that its ridiculous, but nonetheless I've been totally anxious and worked up about it. This isn't like me because at work (and life) I generally have a "I don't give a s^%& what people think of me" and I don't really make much of an effort to get along with morons. What I really need at the moment is a holiday, but I'm trying to stockpile all my leave in case DW gets pregnant.

Anyway, I'll be over it tomorrow, I'm just whinging.