Bg - so sorry to hear of the loss of your nan, there really is nothing like the love of your nan but she will always be with you.
You probably remember just b4 xmas we lost our 16yr old cousin & there are days that's it's still tough but if you & your family stick together you will get through it.
I too believe things happen for a reason, but most of the time I'm just not sure why???

Bw - sorry to hear your feeling so miserable atm, here's hoping you feel better soon.

Holly - fingers crossed for you!!!

Willow - is it starting to sink in yet? (I know you are scared as well though).

Megan - how is this wait treating you?

Well after all my so promising 'symptoms' I feel like it was all for nothing.
All last night in bed & today I just feel like I am about to get af, when I woke up I had pink cm which for an instant I thought it might be implantation but at 11dpo I wouldn't think so.
Every time I've wiped today (sorry) there has been the tiniest speck of red or brown cm & if I wasn't looking for it I probably wouldn't find it but I am just feeling af is on the way.
I am so angry at myself because I haven't allowed myself to dare think I'm pg for probably 12 months now but this time I just had so many symptoms.
I still have to go for my b/t Friday but am feeling so not confidant anymore.

Sorry for the down post, enjoy your valentine's evening everyone!

Jo - 27 (treated endo)
Dh - 33
TTC #1 since June 2005
this will be the year!