I so completely know what you mean there, Kim. As devestating as it was yesterday to find my cycle cancelled yesterday, I am feeling comfortable with the decision now, and relieved that it was so close to the beginning of things. Not that they talked about it in those terms, but giving me a trigger shot and telling me that I can expect another period soon really tells me that we are starting a new cycle, not just pushing this one back. I'm sure the medications are messing with your emotions, as well as having to deal with the whole emotional aspect of finding yourself doing IVF. I hope everything seems better in the morning and you get some answers from the doctor. And hopefully an apology for them not getting back to you when they said they would.

BW