Very intrigued by the Spirit Babies thing... can't find his book anywhere handy though. Might try some podcasts first. I had a dream 12 months after we started trying for #2, and 3 years ago now, where a child told me I had to keep trying or she would not exist and that would just be awful and I couldn't let it happen. It was SO powerful. but being that long ago now, I have pretty much lost faith in it. I am not overly religious or spiritual, but this has still tweaked my interest. Thanks for sharing