Hi Everyone, sorry have been a bit MIA at the moment.

Joe, not sure if you're still reading this thread but just wanted to say I'm thinking of you and wishing you all the best and peace with things, however they may be right now.

Sarah, it is hard to resist swearing thinking about your situation but freaking hell. It just sounds so so hard, mentally and physically. I really admire your attitude and openness about how it feels for you. I can imagine you would be proud of that little fighter. Wishing you healing in your own time.

Joski, I just googled your condition and it looks very full on. Can you tell us more about it? What is your treatment? How are you feeling?

Pos, trying naturally even though you think "yeah right" is so great because it is telling your body you do believe in it, deep down. It is also your heart expressing itself, "this is what I want". I know it sounds a bit kind of spiritual and kooky but I saw a reiki lady a while back and I had all this chest pain and she said, that's your heart and your are not being open about your desires (which was for another baby). And I just broke down in tears and it was absolutely true. Also, I have a science major and I am quite sceptical!

Okay had better get going. I am fasting now for my lap tomorrow and I have to start decluttering because we are selling our house (and moving to a lovely house a few suburbs away - just bought it on Friday - very exciting and stressful!). Also, Juniper, could I be put on the list? I would be "recovering from lap" in the top group I think. And thanks also, I have been reading your checklist a lot!

love to all,
WW