Worrywart & sarah I hope things went ok today xx

Also sarah, hoping that it is just the enormous stress that you both must be under at the moment that is causing problems for you & your DF xx try to keep the dialogue going ( I know it is hard to get guys to sit down & open up!). Wishing you all the very best xx

AFM still trying to work out where I am. Off to the counsellor next week. I'm just not ready to give up my dream yet & am struggling with all the emotions that come with this. I have no idea how/if I will ever find peace with it all