IVF journey is about to re-commence...and I'm scared.
So far everytime we've gotten close to starting IVF something has gone horribly wrong.
Since my last blog post we've had:
- Mayhem (cat) who was battling Kidney failure died. We also lost: Bobby & Fev.
- Emily (cat) had to have emergency de-sexing as she developed pyrometria, a serious (and possibly deadly) uterus infection & drug treatment failed to remove the infection.
- My dad was diagnosed with lung cancer....only to find out a month later he DOESN'T have lung cancer, it was a massive lump of infection in his lung that appeared as lung cancer on Ultrsounds/CT-Scans/X-Rays.
- My grandfather died after a 16 year long battle with Parkinsons Disease.
I'm just terrified at what is coming up next to stop our IVF journey. The emotional roller coaster we have been on for the last 2 years of trying to get the money together and get started with it all has seriously worn me down, and at times I believe been the sole reason why the hubby and I have been fighting so much.
We've got two appointments:
Appointment One: Fertility Centre, Dandenong - February 8, 2013 at 8AM
Appointment Two: RPA Sydney - March 28, 2013 at 2:10PM
IF everything goes well at Fertility Centre, the RPA appointment will be cancelled.
IFeverything goes well at Fertility Centre, by my calculations hormone treatment will most likely commence on March 6... a date in itself which is freaking me out (will be Grandpa's first birthday since his death).
And just to rub insult to injury, my step-daughter is pregnant again, and a work colleague I work closely with has also recently announced she is pregnant.
I'm so sorry. Sending you big hugs. 
Monday 31st December 2012
- taking a break
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