Hi Ali. I think we can all appreciate how you feel with regard to the waiting game. I hate it to. I hope DH's SA comes back OK. What were the results of his first SA?

Hippy Mum, it's funny to hear you say that moving house will be a saviour. The thing I really hate about moving is the 2 weeks or so after where I still don't feel settled. And it took me at least 6 months to get my shed just right!

I seem to be having a negative day today. I don't know why. It's a combination of things really. I'm tired (which completely turns my mental state upside down sometimes), I decided to pick today to tell two of my main managers about IVF and that I'll need a bit of flexibility next month, so I guess I was worked up about that. Then a chick I work with, who is on mat. leave, has had her baby here for the past hour or so and it is (was) howling and carrying on (lovely little girl though). The girl in the office next to mine has a piercing laugh like a demented hyena which goes off without any notice and causes damage to my ear drums, and it's cold! Whinge whinge whinge.

And just because I need to vent, one of my male colleagues decided during a birthday morning tea today, for no apparent reason, to tell the prettiest girl in the company that she was getting fat around her tummy. You could tell she was really upset but trying to act like she wasn't and I swear I wanted to smash him in the head. I can't recall what I said but I was that angry I think I told him to shut his face. I told the girl later to ignore the old tosser, and that she was just fine the way she was, but she was clearly upset.

I suppose it makes me extra angry because I used to cop crap all the time from several people in my company about how thin I was when I was training a lot (running), and the feeling of being negatively judged upon how you look is horrible and not acceptable in a workplace. DW used to get it a lot too because she is a small frame and doesn't weigh much (she should though because she eats a disgusting amount ).

Sorry, I'll shut up now. I realise most of this isn't relevant to anything. I think I am having my man AF.