myturn, that's quite a bloat! FX it settles down soon. Or maybe not, since a BFP will prolong it...

vic, how are you doing? (I know, silly question, but intended more as an opening if you want to talk through some of it.)

Larry, FX for your 2ww!

Afm, I'm so over these cramps. Been going on since Saturday. In spite of originally being due Saturday week (4 August), I'm expecting AF some time between now and Monday. Not sure when though. This has been one wacky cycle. I hate wacky cycles. After 5 years of charting (started August 2007), I can't help but think I should know what the heck my body is doing by now. Looks like the lap will be next cycle now too, so we may not be able to TTC for a second month.

And to throw a little more "woe is me" on top of that, I worked up the courage to ask for my AMH results yesterday. "Very low" was the term used. I knew I probably had DOR, but it was still a little upsetting to have it confirmed. I feel like we're running out of time and I'm so scared that the last good egg has already been and gone...

I also suspect our FS will push going back to IVF ASAP. I'm still burnt-out from the cycles we did TTC#1 and DH will very likely be unemployed by October, so IVF doesn't feel like a realistic option at this time.

Thanks for letting me vent a little. It's someone else's turn now.