Hi Ladies, sorry for the all me post but am feeling very down today. I got only Facebook this morning when I got I work and there is a photo of a old friend of mine from school announcing that she is preggers with her second baby and it has hit me like a bullet train. I have been doing great since the FET failed but today I am sitting here at work and trying to hold back the tears after reading that announcement. I am really starting to wonder if I will ever get to do that (announce that I'm pregenant) and just really wish that I had no emotions so this wouldn't effect me so much. Why couldn't I have been one of those women that never really wanted kids, it would have made my life do much easier. We are good people and this is what we get, a life of struggle and heart ache instead of sharing the love we have. Also didn't help that my mum tells me how she was hoping she could come for a holiday and go shopping for baby things after I told her the FET failed. Just feeling so so down today and want to go home and cry my eyes out. So sorry for bringing everyone down but really needed to get it all out before I completely lost it at work. XOXO.
Could the clomid I'm taking be making me feel like this? Wondering if I'm just really hormonal from the drugs.
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