Hi all you lovely ladies, hope you are all doing well.

Yay on your number my turn ;-)

I have not been on for a few days and think I will struggle to do persie's....sorry :-(

I am feeling a bit flat, had my first scan today and looks like I only have 8 follicles and most of them are around 5-6mm in size with 2 bigger than the others by a few mm, so they have a bit more growing today. Last time we had 11 and got 6 eggs so I am worried we may not get many eggs. I walked out crying and dh couldn't understand why I was crying and I said I don't want to have to decide if we cancel if there isn't enough or they don't grow together. His answer was we are going ahead and have they money for 2 full cycles so we are doing this one all the way no matter what.

It made me feel a bit better but I feel like a failure, I have worked so hard on everything I just hoped my body might have rewarded me but it has let me down a bit. My fs said it will be ok remember we only need one good one...

I know I should be happy there are 8 there and don't get me wrong I am, just disappointed, I really want enough I might get some frosties.

To top my day off another friend has just announced she is pregnant to add to the one last week.....why isn't it my turn yet?????? I so want to be a mummy as I know you all do as well.

I want to eat a bucket of ice cream and a block of chocolate but I know that won't fix it and will only reck my hard work so strawberries it is!