but I'm also very realistic in the emotions that someone else's success can sometimes trigger in others.
Hey BW,
Although i'm intensely envious - it's not in a negative way. I guess, if anything, it's strengthened my resolve and determination. You have done it - we can too. I will miss you, i think you were one of the first people to say hi to me when i first walked into this forum 7 months ago.
I do wonder how i'll feel when it happens to me. I have been trying to get preganant for so long now - i have kind of forgotten that what i really want is to have children and a family. Getting pregnant has become my goal. But i guess i'll get 9 months to sort that out in my mind once i get my BFP

Ellie - any idea when your phone consult will be?