All the anxiety I've been going through is slowly going away now... I'm sure it's from the damned letrozole! Last time it stopped after I'd ovulated, and even though this morning's temperature rise wasn't as high as I'd hoped, the calmness tells me that it happened on schedule.

Had acupuncture this evening... have a bowen therapy appointment tomorrow, and intentions to chill out as much as possible over the weekend... I might even start the reports that were due yesterday that I haven't even started yet!

Ellie, I take it you are a teacher? Me too... There was a teacher at my school last year who went through IVF, lost both pregnancies and is taking this year off work to focus on things... Sadly, it hasn't worked for her at all. I do wish you better luck if that's what you decide to do. As much stress as can go on in my school - the people themselves are being fantastic. I owe the rest of my faculty big-time - they are doing a lot of my share of the marking, and just generally doing everything they can to keep me from freaking out. Some of the executive are also brilliant, it's just the lack of policy, planning, support from certain sections which make it awful. If we're still at this next year I'll probably go part-time. We can't afford to go through IVF at all without me working, but if the stress becomes a factor, that's what we'll do.

Rols, DH came as often as he could for my appointments. Which basically means he was there for one of the cycle scans, was going to be there for another but they were running late and he had to race off to work. He's been there for every single appointment with the FS, and has often had to duck into the clinic for me to pick up drugs and instructions. He was there for EPU (had to be, with the anaesthetic and all), and will be there for transfer on Monday. I've told him that I don't think I can manage the drive into the clinic without crashing, so it's up to him. Hopefully I'll be a heap less nervous by then!

I'm babbling... I think I need to go bother DH about dinner...

BW