Paula- you know what..I can handle the needles, the drugs, the EPU, the pain, the op I've just had, I can find the money somehow for all this and I can manage to get all the time off work I need but it is definately the mind games I find the hardest. There are a few little things I do to try and lessen the mind games I play with myself but generally they are the killer...I often say I would love to go to sleep and wake up 9 months later with a healthy baby in my arms. Wouldn't that be fantastic!!

Hugs Bel