Bel...... I m just going to say something and you can tell me to shut up if you want.... You are being far to hard on yourself..... The best that you can do is all that you can do. Yes we all have our down days... sometimes, like for myself at the moment... it is many days in a row, but we come out the other end knowing that we are doing the best that we can. I can understand your annoyance at how people take their children for granted or how they do the wrong thing by them... ....but thats their journey hun..... and unfortunatly their childs journey. I personally decided quite some time ago that if by a certain age I had not conceived then I was going to take it as a sign to do foster care..... but in the mean time, I will do the best that I can do and thats all i can do. You are in control of your mind.. you are in control of how you react to things... and "you" is all you really have control of. Dont let that mind of yours take control in a negative manner.....Bottom line... long term TTC sucks... you know that...we all know that.... Focus on going forward each day in a positve way otherwise it will completely do your head in. and hun... I do take my own advice, its the only way I ve been able to get through this last week.... its when you dont feel like you can lift your head up anymore that you must.

My appologies to everyone else.... I ve kept to myself a bit over the last week.... EDD has not been to much fun. BUT i m getting through it, as I ve said more times than I can remember..... one day at a time. From a cycle point of view my 'high fertility' starts tonight with "o" on the 10th. I have accupunture on the 11th and then again on the 14th for implant. DH is madly swallowing all his herbs he has to take (complaining as he goes because they are so large)...

Possum..... Very happy for you hun... let s hope this TWW goes by without incedent for you and that you grace this thread at the end of it with a BFP.

Again my appologies to everyone else.. I will catch up again over the next few days.... Hopefully that s it and I m out of hibernation for now.