Part of me can understand why I'm not getting the what's next speil now. But... It was a completely different experience to when I was in last time, with the synarel.

It was almost as though there was the unspoken assumption that things would go wrong again. In not telling me when my next blood test would be, it's as though they're assuming things aren't going to go wrong again.

It's hard for me to stay confident when there's no confidence coming from those around me.

Although, now that I know it was LH that was high last time, and not estrogen, I'm half tempted to go do an OPK to try to get a sneak preview of whether LH is high again or not.

BW