Jo - so nice for Fred to join you lol....!

Nire- Yay!!!

N2L & Kerbear - I am starting meds tomorrow too... yay! We are TOTALLY cycle buddies!

Lyra - AF arrived 6 weeks 2 days after d&c for me - lots of others on BB told me theirs arrived about 5 weeks ish, so hopefully it's not too far away for you!! in the meantime look after yourself

Nic - good luck tomorrow with all the appointments - it's a bit overwhelming the first time, but if you don't ask questions it's okay, there's plenty of chances once the cycle starts. I found it helpful to just go with the flow and trust that they knew what they were doing Woo hoo for weight loss...!! (wish some of that would rub off on me!!)

Miloro - thanks sweet pea. I'd try and find out from DH why he wants to wait, as the reason would change how I deal with it. The FET is WAYYYYYYYY more relaxing and calm and you barely do anything, just keep monitoring you until you are ovulation and then bam, stick the embie in.... he might be worried about all the hormones, or the money, or something else all together. Until you know, you can't deal with it. See what he says about that and then you can tackle how you feel about it, and whether you want/need/can convince him otherwise

me4ever - glad you had a nice day today. I think spending some time to enjoy the wedding preparations and all that is a good idea. it will only happen once, and it is such a lovely time. So enjoy it! xoxo

Juniper - what a crappy place you are in at the moment! boo for limbo... yay for some good news (at least!) I hope you can try to enjoy some of the time. If you want help with the list just let us know, we can all take turns or something if you want xoxo

faye, andie, curtseygirl, treenie, Emma, Sarah, Beau, wishanddream, rosemarry, emeraldstar, Krikket, blossom and Miss B (if you are stalking, I hope you are okay) and any other stalkers I may have missed

AFM...... cramping is better today and I am feeling okay. A little cry last night when I pulled out my 'IVF Journey' journal and read some of the entries from earlier in the year... remembering the joy of finding out I was pregnant, and the deep despair when blob was gone
But I am okay today, a nice new cooler bag with my meds - much better than the previous MIVF bag, and somehow the cool new bag made my
I had a pretty good food day to, without too much trouble - AND I didn't find an excuse (although I can tell you I looked long and hard for one!!) to avoid PT this afternoon.....

So tomorrow I start Clomid - 2 tablets a day for 5 days, and the Puregon 275 once a day until my first scan on Tuesday (same as you Ker!)

I'm glad things are happening, although, not convinced it will be a BFP, I'm okay with that, and will be happy to get a couple of frosties out of it if we can

so sleep tight everyone - remember that there is no reason that the cycle you are in cannot be 'the one', I hope there are some BFP's coming our way soon xox