OMG..was in middle of typing war and peace to you all with individual persies...and pressed the wrong button..so much for bloody touch typing!!!
sorry have to go to bed so quick version

motherhood - i felt terrible having read my last post and then yours not long after. it's human nature for us to want to achieve the next goal each time, and geez we've all been biding our time...I so hope you and dh have a chat and come up with a mutual agreement about what's right for you both at this moment in time. hugs

tracy - i hope your embies continue to divide and conquer! good luck with ET, mine is monday...actually my least favourite part - it hurts me!!

sonya - glad your back on your feet again - our moods change in the blink of an eye don't they!!

coral - bless you! thank you for your post. I've not hung around here much this weekend, but reading your post helped me.

AFM - well I have to reiterate that this EPU was my worst. I've clearly been really lucky with the first two cos I've felt crap for 4 days. Today is the best I've felt and I just hope my body's happy to receive it's little treasure tomorrow at 2pm. (a moments silence will be appreciated) My stomach was tender, the bloating was awful, and last night at work I had to pull myself together in the toilet, cos I just wanted to take my clothes off, relieve my body of the constriction around the middle and cry..in that order. Clearly this may have alarmed people so I chose the option of biting my lip, applying my lip gloss and holding a folder over my engorged stomach region.

Surprisingly, DH and I have not obsessed today even though there's been no phone call to tell us the progress. I socialised with friends all afternoon, and I'm in a good place. I just hope all the differences in this cycle mean it'll be a different outcome.

To all of you out there...who sign on looking for hope, answers, good news and support thank you. You have all contributed to my state of mind today. May babydust be carried as wide and far amongst you as posssible. Night.