Hi Emerald and all you lovely ladies,

I've just posted in the TWW but to give you all the update- I'm out.

I did a HPT (that was supplied by the clinic) on schedule yesterday and although I'd been feeling a bit doubtful for a few days, the BFN has really devastated me. AF has also arrived so no BT for me today.

For those who have read my post in TWW I apologise for repeating myself but what has added to my devastation is that I had been holding on to the hope that I would be able to go straight into a FET cycle should this one fail. I had no side effects or problems during the stim cycle so thought that physically I would ready. When I rang the clinic with my results yesterday, I told the nurse we were keen to move into a frozen transfer asap but she said that the FS likes you to have a month off after a stim cycle so more than likely I will miss out on the last transfer date for the year (Dec 18) and we will be looking at January. I just can't believe I'm staring down the barrel of another Christmas without a baby/pregnancy.

Sorry for the downer- I'm just really struggling at the moment. I sincerely hope you're all doing better than I am right now.

xx