afm: not happy still absolutely nothing I cant even slap my boob hard enough to be sore seriously think i'm just waiting for af now and to tell you
the truth i'm just over it this really sucks and its just not fair but saying that still going to do an iui this month when af shows cause just not ready
to give up just yet
Aw rai big hugs too xox .... Are you only 4dpo?.... That's still a tad early hun for symptoms!
I'm trying to stay out of the freak out stage of 2ww ... Realised yesterday that my bt is day before our engagement party! ... I'm so not going to test then! It will have to wait for Monday because all I can think is I don't want to be devo'd at our party pretending to be happy and I'm meant to be happy on our engagement party!
Sarah I know i'm so pathetic I just would love some symptoms lol. Totally understand about wanting to do bt after engagement party I think I would try to do the same
but i'm so hopeless I would give in so well done on waiting for bt. What date will that make the bt? Really hoping you get your bfp xxx
Sarah I know i'm so pathetic I just would love some symptoms lol. Totally understand about wanting to do bt after engagement party I think I would try to do the same
but i'm so hopeless I would give in so well done on waiting for bt. What date will that make the bt? Really hoping you get your bfp xxx
Have been given the go ahead for PGD this cycle.
It's a looonnnngggg down reg cycle with me starting on the pill on Tuesday and EPU tentatively booked for February 3rd :-)
CD2 for me, supposed to be starting with injections today but blood tests came back with oestrogen at 450 when it has to be closer to 200 to start, so now in a holding pattern again. Another BT on Tuesday so fingers crossed the levels are ok to carry on.
Wow that's a long cycle Emma, fingers crossed this is the one for you.
Thinking about you both Sarah and Rai, hope the tww is going fast.
N2L, I cant remember when your surgery was, I hope you are feeling ok if it was last week, and hoping all goes well if it is this week.
Yay for being cycle buddies miss B, will you do a FET this cycle?
Acu today and feeling much better. Final cycle before FET cycle. Very nervous, but I've tried my best to prepare my body. Just need to keep it up now.
Hope some ladies get outta here in November :-)
Hey, I am just wondering if I can join in this thread. I have been watching you guys for ages, and following your stories and being really inspired by your courage and persistence. Qualities which seem a bit in short supply for me right now.
You can see my story a bit in my signature. We started TTC for another child maybe 2 years ago, saw our FS start of this year and received the news that my AMH was 1.3, possibly due to a lap in 2010 which removed a lot of endo including an endometrioma from my left ovary (and immediately after which we conceived our daughter after years of AC!!) and also that I have adenomyosis too. Oh and that my DH's sperm's abnormal. Love going to doctors! Since then we have had 3 transfers (2 fresh, 1 thaw from ICSI), none successful. We have learnt from the scans that my left ovary doesn't produce more than 1 follicle (even with 450 units of Gonal F) and my right now has an endometrioma (3.3cm) growing, and this is the productive ovary. We have 3 embryos frozen and just waiting for a recommendation from our FS on whether surgery before any more transfers would be appropriate. This is like going all in at the casino, because, as I have seen with my own eyes, those ovaries don't recover from the surgery, so we prob couldn't do any more IVF after the lap.
I just want to have a bit more hope than I currently have. What complicates things is that the birth of my daughter and the following nearly 3 years have been extremely tough with a series of health problems, and at times incapacity to care for my much loved much longed-for child. So I am quite scared about having another child and wonder if we should, at times. I feel incredibly lucky to have her and quite conflicted about even posting here, because I remember going through primary infertility and it is a different kettle of fish. It is so very hard. But what's going on here for me now is also really hard.
I just really wanted to say that just reading you guys is inspiring. You just keep on going.
I had a month off (like actually avoiding getting pregnant) and it was heaven. I focused on other things. But now I feel some pressure to try again, which is ridiculous because apparently we have around a 2 per cent chance of becoming pregnant naturally at this point. So why stress?
Anyway ....
Good luck and strength to all for the Christmas period and upcoming tests, procedures.
Mrs O'M, sorry to hear you weren't baseline to start your meds. I hope it's just a short delay and you can start soon.
Williever, glad to hear you felt better after acu. FX the immune testing gives you some answers.
Worrywart, hi and welcome! Your story sounds quite similar to mine - endo, low AMH and MFI. It's hard to keep hoping when the odds are stacked against you. I'm sorry to hear you've had other health problems in addition to the IF. Is that an ongoing issue?
Juniper, hi! Our stories are really similar, aren't they? Yes, the health issues are ongoing. I have a bad back. To put it simply. Had it for years. Had it under control but then got really bad when DD was a baby (with the BF and the carrying/bending etc). It meant I had to suddenly stop BFing and then I straightaway got PND which is subsiding but there is some ongoing anxiety/depression and chronic pain obviously too.
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