hi girls

wow so much is happening in here!

im still waiting for auntie flow, she should be today or tomorrow ( i hope not)

wouldloveabubba- a fertility monitor is the most advanced ovulation technology available at the moment. u pee on sticks when it tells u too and i scans it and tells u the most fertile time. Its made by clearblue easy and takes all the trouble out of temping and such. its about 200 dollars though and looks like a little computer. look it up on google its great my 2nd month using it, i think it is worth the investment u dont have to stare at a line and see whether its as dark as the control line it gives a rating out of 3 bars 2 bars is high fertility 3 bars is peak fertility and it means have sex! it stores your perosonal hormone levels in its hard drive and is unique to you. i would strongly recommend it.

baby dreamtime- thanks for the support i just get so frustrated knowing im only 21 and could be faced with all this already although im glad i didnt wait another 5 or 10 years to start trying. i feel so much older now though! and im so sorry its been so long for you! its just not fair hey. especially when u see the news and ppl putting their babies in bins and such it feally *$#!@ me off! at work the other day i was talking to a man who's daughter killed her own 2 sons aged 3 and 8 by drowning them, i was like Y! those poor little babies, she carried them for 9 months and did that! i guess we will appreciate our little ones soooo much more now. I often daydream of the day when i can take one home and see the look on my mans face when it pops out or even when i get a BFP i sit and think of ways to reveal it to him. Ive even thought of waiting the 12 weeks going to the ultrasound alone and make sure its all ok before showing him ultrasound pic just because i dont want him to suffer the pain again. But i wont know til that day comes. I truly hope u get your wish, u deserve it.


ALSO i big hello to everyone else! i cant wait til we are ALL in the pregnancy after LTTTC forum. ALSO im waiting for AF and keep checking i HATE IT! and another thing i got a blasted hemroid yesterday for no reason! i was like WHAT! ive NEVER had this, sorry if its too much info, im a nurse and forget that ppl arent used to it but hey we are all in the same boat talking about "down there" anyway i was thinking maybe preg symptom but its too early for that and ive never heard of pms having this as a symptom then i thought maybe endo cause i read the pressure from fibroids can cause this. what do u all think?

have a nice tuesday!