Keen - im so sorry hun,is there treatment that you can start with the doc's advice to get through and improve your results. im saying this in a very positive way as i know it is hart breaking but at least you know where to go now you have the results. i wish there was with you tonight, you dont have to say anything just to be there.xx

Anney - im so happy for you that you have one embie as that is sometimes all it takes. when is you tf? im thinking of you.

Leis - i know stressing is the last thing i need to do.

Ive just been to see a lady that im having counciling with (not with clinic ) and im feeling much more positive. she too said she can see that its comming. but if i think of the negative then i will not allow the positive to happen. also easier said than done.

Just like when someone tells you not to think of a Elephant eating a lemon...................what are you thinking of?

About work im going to take it easy and voice myself to the other ladies that i work with to step up when i need them (they have told me to just let them know, but i hate asking for help). I will promis myself i will carry on as normal (we'll see. lol) and go with it.

Thanks girls for being there and putting up with me.