Hey motherhood - I've only done one stim cycle and in that time they only did US no BT for me so I would not have even been aware of my estrogen levels anyhow. I know it is hard but i think you just have to roll with it and leave some trust in your FS. You don't want to be having BT too often and if you are really nervous insist on having another US before then - however if you're next one is booked for Sat that really is only a couple of days away. You have to give the drugs a chance to work too.

Given the hard time you are having I think you should call the counsellor - if you are happy with getting soem helpful words over the phone or if you can go in person - that is what they are there for and if she thinks there is something to worry about she can assist you in speaking with those who are expertsand can help put your mind at ease.

It sux hey - this whole ride is just exhausting I know. I hope you are feeling better soon. Just remember worrying yourself can't be helping your body focus its energy on where you really need it so try and chill. Easier said than done on some days I know. xx