Fig - Thank you for your kind words, but I think I put on a front most days, but you do what you need to do to get through this process and try and get that end result. I need to keep busy otherwise the mind seems to wonder off on its own I couldn't of gotton through this first cycle without the support from all the lovely ladies in this forum, it is great to talk to people that understand. I am in two minds about if it will ever work, I want it too and I am trying to do all I can to make that dream come true, but I guess after 5 years you always have that thing in the back of your head asking why, how come and when will it happen. I hope that 2007 will be our year and I am trying to stay positive, but it is hard as you would know! I wish someone could tell me that it will be true and when. How are you feeling and how is it all going?

Sari - I am glad you have posted I have been waiting to see how you are doing. How are you doing and how are things going? I understand your feelings and it is never easy. Please know we are all hear from you anytime if needed. Sometimes it is nice just to get things off your chest and this is a perfect place to do that.

Hope everyone else is doing well and counting the days down to Christmas, I am counting down the days til work is over for at least 2 weeks.