Hi Ladies sorry its been a while - finally took a break from TTC and went on our holiday to Noosa!!YAY it was great and ive now come to realize that i can no longer put off any holiday just because we are ttc and i 'might' be pg and dont want to fly during this period, so Dh and I are planning our next trip we had wanted to go to NZ (always wanted to!) but i feel it is the right thing to do to go and see my family in uk as its been two years and im very close to my grandparents, and i havent seen them since they came over for our wedding which was lovely but i know it must have been a strane on them.

Any way enough of me going on. WELCOME to all our new guests and i say that because i hope yopu stay is short in here.


There are many emotions that i am feeling at the mo while i wait for my next cycle to begin. some days are really good and positive and others are no so, but i guess thats how its always been.

Rainbow girl - i too wanted to do a 'natural' cycle this time and was hoping that my cycle would be less than 30 days to do this but unfortunally this has not been and i am still waiting for af to arrive, so it looks like another dose of HRT for me, i really dont find it too bad and its only a month or so that im on it but i hope you have more luck than me.

Lara - i understand the need for you to be going through IVF and i know how hard it can be to care for a child with additional needs (i work in childcare and have a wide knoweldge and experience in this field)this yr alone i will be caring for two children under the age of 1 both with aditional needs and 1 still feed via tube, both beautiful children but i know the hard work envolved.

Willow - im sorry for the pain that you have been through already. i hope IVF can answer your dreams. b4 i found BB i wished i had one friend that i could talk to about IVF that could really understand(of course i didnt really want anyone i know to go through this though) so you are lucky to have your friends to bounce off of and that will understand your emotions and what you do want/not to hear.

Summer - its funny how time really does fly - ive been on IVF now for nearly four years, and i cant quite see where the time has gone!!i hope it is not much longer for all of us.xx

Megan - how are you honey what are you up too, can we be doing another cycle together?

Shaz how are you too honey, good luck with your cycle i hope im not too far behind you.

To all others warmest wishes to all and will chat again soon(although back at work friday)