Hey Willow - Honey I totally think its natural to feel disappointed if you had higher expectations. But I think you are doing wonderfully. As Sush said higher numbers are actually not better - because in this game a lot of the time the quality is more important than the quantity. As you know I always get stupidly high numbers and that has never been good news for me - last cycle of 28 collected, 26 fertilised, but only 5 made to good blast quality! So, the numbers drop off quickly anyway.

Hang in there sweetie...