Thanks for your opinions girls, I really appreciate your input!

I wasnt thinking big things like cots, baths etc. More just the onsie suits, bottles, etc that I could put in a box and put away in the cupboard. I can see it from both points now and think I will wait a bit longer and see how I feel in a few months time.

I couldnt help myself when I was in France, I saw a little white bib with Golden baby written in french writing on the front and it was my little bit of hope to pull me through the trip.

I guess im just at that point where the holiday is over and the emotions are kicking back in, im so ready to have a baby and it was only last night that it sunk in that we have been trying for nearly 4 years