i thought i was doing well with my high protein/no sugar/gluten diet, it sounds like i will have to start exercising too to keep up with the joggers/swimmers & cross trainers?! im impressed.

minnie - is this your first ivf cycle? i reckon its a good sign that you are ready to start jabbing and its valentines day tomorrow...! goodluck.

sunbeam - what is it about pap smears/transfers etc. and the comments you get? i have also had the comment 'you have a long birth canal' during a pap. what am i supposed to say/do with that info? just do what you have to do and get out of there. its weird.

hi to everyone else.

afm - got my FS appt this wed. was thinking today how nice it has been to take a break from ivf for the past couple of months. just thinking of another FET has got me feeling a bit anxious already. if im honest, it probably has more to do with the fact that i was pregnant this time last year. i havent even been thinking about it, but was doing my tax today and printed off medicare statement of claims and there was so many bt's, procedures, appts etc. for last year. i guess now i am back in to the reality of ttc again. sorry for the ramble, it just gets hard to maintain positivity after repeated transfers, miscarriages and still no answer as to why. arghhh - listen to me. i havent even had my FS appt yet and im stressing. geez.