Thought I might join in here is anyone is still around. I have not been on contraception since my youngest was born early 2011. I have had 5 losses all up. 3 were between my 2nd and 3rd child. It took us 2.5years to conceive her. As I only have 1 tube left which is damaged we didn't go back on contraception and I hoped for the best but once again the journey had been longer than normal. Last year I had another two miscarriages. I'm over it really but am determined to give it another year in the hope to have another baby. After that I think I will give up and look for full time work and focus on an investment. I need to move on at some point as the past 6years have been quite traumatic at times with infertility and loss of dreams and plans. Everyday I am grateful and count my blessings for the life and children I have but do still hope my body and dodgy tube can pump 1 last baby out. At this stage we won't be going down the IVF track so if it doesn't happen naturally then that is it for us.