Mildez, i'm sorry you are having so much trouble conceiving. I feel your pain.

Me and DP have been trying since june 2012. I fell pg for the first time in may 2013 which ended in a m/c (blighted ovum found at 9w5d). Then found out in dec 2013 that i was pg again. And again it ended in a m/c (saw hb at 5w6d then gone 4 days later). I'll be 28 this year and after waiting for 10 years to find someone i loved so much that iwanted to share this joy with, i have struggled to come to terms with what has been happening. I honestly never imagined i would be in this position and never thought i would struggle. I always hear or read stories of woman who struggled to fall pg but i never thought that would be me.

You are blessed with 3 (i'm presuming) amazing (i guess it depends on the day) children. Dont be too hard on yourself. I hope you get the outcome your wishing for.