Hi everyone. I finally feel up to popping in again. Sometimes the grief is so bad I can't even bring myself to read the updates. But today is a good day so far.

Alice - that's awful about your friends. I mean who has an affair whilst pregnant? What a horrible situation. Fingers crossed for a healthy lead up to your cycle.

Saffy - I too would die if my furbaby went missing. She keeps me sane. In fact everytime I get a BFP and it doesn't survive I know instantly as she follows me around meowing at my feet incessantly, and sure enough at the next scan I get the awful news.

Sunbeam - pls PM me. I would love to chat with you about your FS and further tests etc.

Ferrals - best of luck with next scan.

AFM - my FS made me wait 2 weeks to see if I miscarried naturally before performing a D&C. So since I have not miscarried I am going in tomorrow to have it removed. Been feeling so sick and toxic. I have found an amazing General Physician on the Gold Coast who is performing all sorts of rare tests to see if there is something else going on that is making me lose my embies at 6 -8 weeks everytime. Also my FS is running genetic testing on me and DH (for the 1st time in 2 years!!!). Given my age you think he would have done this from the beginning. We have one left in the freezer and one more stim cycle in us, and that will be it for us. We are seriously considering changing FS for next cycle.......