I'll post first!
I'll have to do some persies from memory as I can't go back to old thread;
Crafty- I know, I can't believe how freaked I was without BB, it was because i was hanging around the house with not much to do, then I started thinking- what if it never comes back and we never get to speak to each other ever again!!! Unbearable! Sorry you feel depressed, (no wonder without any BB to read) and hope you feel beter soon x

Ferals- CVS sounded like a nightmare, you are very brave to bear it all. I just saw inthe other thread you are having to wait longer for your results- bummer, I have my fingers crosssed for you and your bubby, hope the torture is over soon xx

Hi to Damprye, Thopes, Possum, Alice, Mildez, Porsche, Sunbeam, who else? I am having a full mental blank here, hi to you anyway.

AFM- was going to report a 'nothing happening here' TWW but when I went to the toilet this afternoon there was some spotting. Now my immediate thought was 'not bloody AF again' then I got a thrill thinking it could be implantation but as the day has gone on I still have a small amount of brown/old blood ( very small amount) which is very reminiscent of my spotting before AF. And realistically , with all the drugs etc i have been on it wouldn't surprise me if it was preAF spotting. I seriously have no confidence in my bodydoing anything right anymore, I wish so much it was implantationcos I know we BD'd at all the right times, why can't anything work?????
All I can wish for now is if it is AF, she needs to come and get herself over with os I am closer to my next cycle, if I have spotting for a week before AF I am seriously going to go ballistic.
Sorry its all about me, but DH is still away so I can't take it out on him I'm also feeling bad bout myself as I downloaded heaps of photos onto facebook from all our travels last year ( I am slack i know) and I don't think I realised how much weight I put on last year ( at least I had the excuse of being pregnant in a few shots, only 7 wks but anyway- hehe) I really need to lose 4-5kgs but even 2-3 would be ok. I hope this shock will be good to get me on track