Ferrals, like Sunbeam said, there's no good way to cope with this, you are doing so well and being so strong, hang in there. I hope the time away helps. Sending you lots of love and hope xxoo
Sunbeam, I'm so gobsmacked at your flatmate doing that - even if she meant to tell you then they rang for a reference before she'd had a chance she should have given you more notice and just had the decency to let you know, it's your home after all there's just no explaining some types of behaviour and really, she's an adult isn't she? That's the sort of thing you'd expect in your 20s in share houses. Well at least you'll have the place to yourself for a while and that's always nice. When is your cruise?? No I didn't test again today, just not up to it.
Luna, I'm not surprised you just curled up in your car and cried it's so bloody tough without all of that. I have no idea what's happening with you either, I've never been through that it must be so confusing and upsetting. I hope you can get some answers soon.
Possums, Clairesmummy - you both sound like you are up in the air with your cycles too. What is going on with us all? All these possible pg symptoms vs AF symptoms vs O symptoms??? sigh...so frustrating!!!! Hope AF either shows her ugly face or doesn't show SOON so you can get on with being happy to be pg or ready to start a new cycle.
Toomanyshoes, you too!! Aggrr with all this waiting!!
Saffy, thanks for yesterday, I was a mess xx
I just didn't have it in me to test again today, plus I'd been up twice during the night to pee anyway so wasn't even sure if I would have strong enough FMU for it to read properly. I am trying to get on top of this overwhelming sadness - have been for a long walk, had a good breakfast, cleaned up around the house and done three loads of washing. Been thinking that my expectations were always going to be a lot higher this cycle after falling pg last time for the first time plus the diet and acupuncture that I've been doing weekly and herbs every day. It's been my sole focus all this time and now all I can do is wait and it is doing my head in like never before. My bbs are still bigger and sore so go figure. I think I will just wait it out to the bt but feel in my heart that it will be a negative. Had a big bawl on the phone to my Mum yesterday which I always regret because she just worries about me and thinks it is all too much for me to go through and I should stop doing this to myself because it is too upsetting. Maybe she is right, I don't know. I feel like I have had more melt-downs this cycle than last time, I guess I had come to terms with it all being over last time and the pg was such a shock I never thought it could happen. Now I know it can, I want it more than ever. Thanks for putting up with me, I can't tell you how much it means to me
Ah well just went to the loo and the bleeding has started so AF is here
Last edited by Alice; October 13th, 2010 at 12:32 PM.
: AF arrived
like Sunbeam said, there's no good way to cope with this, you are doing so well and being so strong, hang in there. I hope the time away helps. Sending you lots of love and hope xxoo
there's just no explaining some types of behaviour and really, she's an adult isn't she? That's the sort of thing you'd expect in your 20s in share houses. Well at least you'll have the place to yourself for a while and that's always nice. When is your cruise?? No I didn't test again today, just not up to it.
it's so bloody tough without all of that. I have no idea what's happening with you either, I've never been through that it must be so confusing and upsetting. I hope you can get some answers soon.
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