Sunbeam- I'm glad you are thinking my symptoms sound good....lol....I'm just waiting for AF to arrive and thinking she is just playing games with me this month.....lol.....
Possum- Hi again, I feel your apin with the cramping darl, my cycles are alot like that as was and it's all slowly but certainly driving me insane. This month I have tried to ignore everything and just see what happens.....but that's not working for me either as I'm still awaiting AF. LOL. Ah well you win some you lose some hey.....Hope you get your BFP darl, I have my FX for you.
Luna- I hope you get some answers soon darl, it's as stressful as hell not knowing what is going on. Hang in there darl we are all here for you. FX you get some good results.
Ferrals- I so wish I could jump through my computer and give you a huge big hug, my heart is really going out to you right now darl, I just want everything to be so great for you. I can't offer any advice darl, sorry, but I just want you to know we are all here for you and I have everything crossed that your beautiful little girl you are growing is just as beautiful as her mum and healthy darl. I'm praying for you and your bub everyday.
AFM- Still no show from AF as yet anyhow, CD27 for me and have always had AF by now apart from 1 cycle where I actually had a 28 day cycle but they are usually 26days for me. Don't even have any sign of her turning up as yet not a spot nudder not a thing. This is sooooo frustrating, I bet if I didn't want her here she would hit me like a freight train......lol.....have a great day ladies I'm off to town for the day after I drop DD off at Kindy. And yes I think I will buy some of those FR POAS unless AF arrives before I get there.......
xoxox
Luna - I'm so sorry it is being so frustrating getting answers but if your HCG has gone up you obviously have not m/c. Some women's HCG does fluctuate to start with but I guess it should be higher than it is. I hope they test you again with good results and that you find someone more helpful this time round.
Ferrals - I hope you are able to have some peace in your time away with your family. Please don't feel you are not coping well, there is no good way to cope with this it is impossibly hard, you are being fantastically brave.
Possum Magic - I'm sorry your body is playing games with you. We get so tuned into that part of our body through all this that it becomes impossible to decipher what is AF and what is pg and what is just all in our heads!
Ferrals, like Sunbeam said, there's no good way to cope with this, you are doing so well and being so strong, hang in there. I hope the time away helps. Sending you lots of love and hope xxoo
Sunbeam, I'm so gobsmacked at your flatmate doing that - even if she meant to tell you then they rang for a reference before she'd had a chance she should have given you more notice and just had the decency to let you know, it's your home after all there's just no explaining some types of behaviour and really, she's an adult isn't she? That's the sort of thing you'd expect in your 20s in share houses. Well at least you'll have the place to yourself for a while and that's always nice. When is your cruise?? No I didn't test again today, just not up to it.
Luna, I'm not surprised you just curled up in your car and cried it's so bloody tough without all of that. I have no idea what's happening with you either, I've never been through that it must be so confusing and upsetting. I hope you can get some answers soon.
Possums, Clairesmummy - you both sound like you are up in the air with your cycles too. What is going on with us all? All these possible pg symptoms vs AF symptoms vs O symptoms??? sigh...so frustrating!!!! Hope AF either shows her ugly face or doesn't show SOON so you can get on with being happy to be pg or ready to start a new cycle.
Toomanyshoes, you too!! Aggrr with all this waiting!!
Saffy, thanks for yesterday, I was a mess xx
I just didn't have it in me to test again today, plus I'd been up twice during the night to pee anyway so wasn't even sure if I would have strong enough FMU for it to read properly. I am trying to get on top of this overwhelming sadness - have been for a long walk, had a good breakfast, cleaned up around the house and done three loads of washing. Been thinking that my expectations were always going to be a lot higher this cycle after falling pg last time for the first time plus the diet and acupuncture that I've been doing weekly and herbs every day. It's been my sole focus all this time and now all I can do is wait and it is doing my head in like never before. My bbs are still bigger and sore so go figure. I think I will just wait it out to the bt but feel in my heart that it will be a negative. Had a big bawl on the phone to my Mum yesterday which I always regret because she just worries about me and thinks it is all too much for me to go through and I should stop doing this to myself because it is too upsetting. Maybe she is right, I don't know. I feel like I have had more melt-downs this cycle than last time, I guess I had come to terms with it all being over last time and the pg was such a shock I never thought it could happen. Now I know it can, I want it more than ever. Thanks for putting up with me, I can't tell you how much it means to me
Ah well just went to the loo and the bleeding has started so AF is here
Last edited by Alice; October 13th, 2010 at 12:32 PM.
: AF arrived
alice-i'm sorry bleeding has started,life can be so cruel,i think we're all keeping the tissue factories in business at the moment...when is bt due?..thinking of you,sending you lots of hugs.I'm sorry i can't make this better for you
Ferrals don't give up on your girl yet ! wait until you get the amnio re****s then you can have a party as I know it will be 100% perfect NO SLO you jsut wait and see !!!
Alice so sorry honey is it just spotting or full blown AF ? I am so with you and how you have been feeling the last few days that was me last week and you all got me through it and I am here to help you !!!
Sunbeam sorry about your housemate ungreatful Bi#ch you will be better off on your own anyway in a clean house !!! hope you cruise is just awsome and you come back full of fight ready for the next leg in your travels towards a BFP !!!
saffy hope your pills are near the end now !! matthews mum where are you at are you haveing anymore trans or do you wait for another egg pick ??
Possum and luna thanks for your well wishes,
AFM well major meltdown feeling really homesick and wondering how to cope with not seeing my family and new grand baby but they are so far away and skype and email is about all I am gonna get !!
My eyes are so sore from crying and crying and I feel so mixed up about emigrating here and the mc and well everything I guess the move in AUG was a bit too much too.
I do have some clomid coming though and pre seed too so wonder if I am in the right frame of mind to give it a go this month from day 5 to 9 or just wait it out and sort out my emotions first !!! ( don't think they will ever be sorted until I get a BFP )
Oh girls- heres a big for everyone, sorry everything is so crappy for you all
Alice- oh dear, what can I say, I'm soooo sorry, you shouldn't have to go through this,you have done eeverything right and been so good, its so unfair Theres no 'putting up' with you, it is a pleasure and we all want to see you happy x
Craftymummy- it must be so hard to be far away from your child and grandchild. You have had a lot on your plate with moving etc so be kind to yourself. Where did you get clomid?? My moods was fine on it for the first 2 months then the 3rd month I was a mess. you may as well start with it GL x
Matthewsmum- how are you going?? How is the acupuncture and chiro ( or was it osteo? you were having)
Sunbeam- sorry your housemate didn't behave in a more mature manner and is leaving you in the lurch. I lived by myself for years and love it, I hope you will enjoy having your own space for a while.
Claresmummy- did you get a test?? DO IT, DO IT!
Luna- have you had a scan?? Its hard not to have a "primary carer" and just have to rely on whoever you get on the phone. I think there is a good chance you are still pregnant, like Sunbeam said, if your BHCG is rising still. I SOO hope it is all ok for you xx
Possummagic- very exciting development ( the cramping) sounds a bit like implantation, which you definately could get if you o'd last wed/thurs- the timing sounds about right. No BD fest for me, I am spotting heavily on the pill, annoying and messy for BD ( sorry if TMI)
HI India'smum, Toomanyshoes, Damprye ( if you are still lurking) , Ferals, Mildez, Porsche, THopes ( how are you?), who else I always seem to miss someone.
Went out for lunch with my friend from the uk with her 6 month old IVF baby-sooo cute. There was another girlfriend there who is doing IVF with her girlfrend, their cycle is about the same time as mine, so our UK friend was giving us lots of support/advice and being so positive it was great!
Saffy- Yes I did buy some HPTs but not going to test until Friday....maybe....hopefully.....lol.....that's if AF don't arrive before then anyhow....I'm so over going to the loo to (sorry if tmi) poop. Everytime I pee I have to poop. What's the go with that......????? Had no cramping at all today after yesterdays cramps I was certain AF was arriving but so far she is a no show. Have another whooping Headache starting this afternoon. Feeling pretty well shattered this afternoon and would kill for a granny nap. It's CD27 for me today and the longest cycle I have had since my MC is 28days, so that makes tomoro D day for me ladies.
Crafty- I'm so sorry you are homesick darl, it must be so hard to be so far away from your family, sending you some big cyber hugs darl. I get home sick and my families only 5 hours away from me, hang in there darl we are all here for you hun.
Alice- Sorry Af showed darl, wish you could of sent her my way. Hope you are feeling better soon.
Sorry if I missed anybody, hope you are all well.
like Sunbeam said, there's no good way to cope with this, you are doing so well and being so strong, hang in there. I hope the time away helps. Sending you lots of love and hope xxoo
there's just no explaining some types of behaviour and really, she's an adult isn't she? That's the sort of thing you'd expect in your 20s in share houses. Well at least you'll have the place to yourself for a while and that's always nice. When is your cruise?? No I didn't test again today, just not up to it. 
Had no cramping at all today after yesterdays cramps I was certain AF was arriving but so far she is a no show. Have another whooping Headache starting this afternoon. Feeling pretty well shattered this afternoon and would kill for a granny nap. It's CD27 for me today and the longest cycle I have had since my MC is 28days, so that makes tomoro D day for me ladies. 
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