Sunbeam - yay for all the embies but boo for the pain. Hope the transfer goes well.

AFM - I think today was the first time I actually sat down and sobbed when AF turned up. Just when we found someone to help after the miscarriages, I don't think I can get pregnant anymore. We are not quite there for giving up yet but that time draws closer. I had said we'd call it quits at the end of the year and that's only a month away.

On the plus side, at playgroup I was having a chat with another lady who had miscarried a few times. She knew I had too and we were sharing experiences. I was talking about giving up due to age and she thought I was only in my late thirties which gave me a bit of an ego boost.

DD loves to play doctor and asked me last night what was I sick with. I said I really wanted to have a baby but one wouldn't grow and she looked at me funny and said 'Doctors don't put babies in tummies, you'll have to be sick about something else Mummy!" If only she knew. ;-)